Before I could speak, the instructor on my platform—a calm, bearded guy named Mark—leaned
in close. He didn't yell, and he didn't give me a cheesy motivational speech. He just followed my
line of sight down to the forest floor.
"It’s a long way down, isn't it?" Mark said quietly, acknowledging exactly what I was feeling. "If you look
at the drop, your brain is going to tell you to freeze. It's trying to keep you alive. You can't turn that off."
I nodded rigidly, unable to peel my eyes away from the ground.
"So, don't try to turn it off," Mark continued. "Just change where you're looking. Look at the wooden
platform on the other side. Look at the heavy metal bolt anchoring the cable. Don't look at the space in
between. Just look at the anchor."
"Courage isn't the absence of fear, I realized as my boots hit the solid wood of the
far platform. Courage is just taking the step while still terrified."
I took a shuddering breath and forced my neck upward. I locked my eyes onto the thick iron bolt screwed
into the trunk of the far tree. I gripped the side cables, stepped off the wooden platform, and placed my
right boot onto the thin bottom wire. It immediately swayed under my weight. My stomach dropped, but I
kept my eyes completely fixed on the iron bolt.
I took another step. Then another. The wire wobbled violently, my arms trembling as I overcompensated
for the movement. Every instinct in my body screamed at me to look down, to check my footing, to
measure the danger. But I refused. I stared at that iron bolt with terrifying intensity, inching my way across
the gap. The thirty-foot journey felt like it took an hour.
Suddenly, my outstretched hand hit the bark of the far tree. A classmate grabbed my harness and pulled me
onto the solid wooden platform. I collapsed against the trunk, gasping for air, my legs shaking so violently
I could barely stand. But a massive, unexpected grin broke across my face.
I didn't conquer my fear of heights that day. If you put me on the edge of a cliff right now, my palms would
still sweat and my heart would still race. The fear didn't magically vanish when I stepped onto the wire.
But that morning in the canopy taught me a profound lesson about how to move forward. Overcoming a
fear doesn't mean waiting for the terror to go away. It simply means finding your anchor, refusing to look
at the drop, and taking the step anyway.
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